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Well yesterday i acted on a impulse as a systematic reaction witch actually revealed my fear
of dying - I told my father that i think he is going to die of cancer because his father died of
cancer - And i did this without checking my starting point breathing as to see if one was clear.
I just spoke my mind without awareness of self as life - in terms of why am i saying this what will
come of this - and in why did my mind system reveal this point to me??

Well i have been hiding and suppressing m… Continue

I have just realized how i have been neglecting my self by not being BRUTALLY HONEST WITH
BRUTAL DISCIPLINE AS SPECIFICITY - It has come to my attention after watching the entire
GOD AS MAN AS THE PHYSICAL SERIES - made by desteni-productions - that i have not applied
discipline in it's utter specificity and i was not even aware of it - I do apply usually specifically, but
not as i know it now - I forgive my self for what i have accepted and allowed and then what i have
realized from what i acce… Continue

I am now here going to wright about the tools as-
self honesty
self forgiveness
self discipline
self intimacy
self awareness

And what these tools has given me - or one can also put it as what i have given
my self. Well Self forgiveness is simply self honesty - you as who you are voicing and stating who you are and what you will not accept and allow within you and your world, within every moment of breath by breathing with awareness. Self forgiveness in itself is
awareness. If dishonesty would d… Continue

Hi all!

Well i decided to start writing a blog, just a way to express my self - I am writing for
my self to get it all out there and within this it may assist and support others as me here
i do not plan what i wright. But sense this is my first blog i will wright about my self and
why i am here.

The main reason for writing is simple, i express my self as self honesty as self forgiveness
and share progress in my process as self realization i terms of what i have accepted and
allowed my self to… Continue