Unconditional Forgiveness - is a 'simplistic' Principle =
It is lived no-matter what.
It is lived as the Realization that only 'I' can forgive me and set myself free.
In Unconditional Forgiveness, NO-conditions are placed such as for instance:
I will only forgive when I understand
I will only forgive when I have a 'reason' to
I will only forgive if it 'feels right'
I will only forgive when I 'feel-better'
I will only forgive if I get something out of-it
I will only forgive myself if I 'deserve…
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Added by Bella B. on October 27, 2009 at 1:48am —
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Within facing an interesting point: Jealousy - I realized that Jealousy is 'behind' every 'problem' we are faced-with as Humanity, within as without.
I faced jealousy when I saw for instance that:
My partner would be able to be 'funny' and laugh with other beings but 'not with me'. Or when my partner would give 'more attention' to another being than 'me'. Or another is able to apparently be 'light' and 'careless' and me apparently not.
Or for instance I experienced jealousy when I saw that an…
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Added by Bella B. on October 27, 2009 at 1:29am —
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bipolar´, `schizophrenic´, `ADHD´, `manic´, `depressive´, `
psychotic´, `hysteric´, `borderline´, `multiple personality´= all are Aspects that exist within every human being, more or less, due to Separation (i.e. the Split of Self for the sake of Survival in this Realit…
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Added by Bella B. on September 28, 2009 at 2:30pm —
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every day every way
god will cross my way
and say hey:
here´s a game to play
you just pay and play and pray
keep-on hoping that some-day
what you hate will go-away
no-one cares anyway
here´s a game to play
to forget the regret
what´s truly yours you don´t get
it´s in My hands and yet
the game is set
your skies are wet
don´t worry it will rain
will it wash-away the pain
or have you cried in vain
i´m in your brain
the needle in your vein
forget, forget - play the game
as you change personalities…
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Added by Bella B. on September 15, 2009 at 2:03pm —
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life in a nutshell
behind wet eyes
or in a moment of surprise
it is there
- where?
it close-down when fear rise
and from the depths it arise
from the passion of life´s lies
a monster is born -
a demon that was man that was god
now it´s all sold
where´s the passion
the passion of life betrayed
encoded, encaged
in a system of the dawn
of the rise of a god of pain
a god of gain
all you say is in vain
the story remain the same
all is kept in oblivion
where man is infearior
to his very own fear
and…
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Added by Bella B. on September 15, 2009 at 2:00pm —
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Where the Tree of Life´s become
the Tree of Knowledge
Where only those survive that´s been to college
In the cottage of our Mind we breed our Pride
and for our Ego we fight
Where we don´t see Man´s Plight
because we Are it
Where Fear pull the gear
and man Hide behind his fear
Man don´t Hear
Life´s call - he´s gonna fall,
no, he Fell. He´s become the Spell
What story to tell of this Nutshell
Life is Hell, Man´s Hell
Where the Tree of Life´s become
the Tree of Knowledge
Where Earth´s streams hav…
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Added by Bella B. on September 15, 2009 at 1:58pm —
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We are here in this world with very few ways to express and yet the ways that are here reveals our actual truth to us and others
lets start with the basics -- initially we are only self obsessed in self awareness --we act on what others say and defend ourselves vehemently -- like we never make mistakes and we really have a choice in what we say -- and we really have insight-- but inside is great turmoil-- we are actually really insecure and seek our place-- we have found only self awareness--an…
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Added by Bella B. on September 10, 2009 at 2:00pm —
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BREATH is the key to Everything
an Inbreath at birth - an Outbreath to death
...inbetween...
looking at the characteristics of the physical breath - one could call it `god´
it is always Here
it is always Everywhere
always Equal for All
...
what do we actually breathe?
is it air?
could it be everything?
could it be substance?
do we breathe with our lungs?
could it be that we breathe with the whole body?
what IS breath?
what is practical Breath?
how can we use Breath in/as self-assistance a…
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Added by Bella B. on September 7, 2009 at 8:16pm —
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we all are subject to the circumstances we are born-into.
if we see and realize this - it is Common Sense that we must stand-up for Life as All as One as Equal.
you and me - we could have been on the other side of the COiN: starving, not able to think.
instead, we are Here, using internet and buying cigarettes - we are the elite. we are the `light´ of the world while half of the planet pays for the electri-city with their lives.
to use fatalism as justification and say `things just happen´ is…
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Added by Bella B. on September 5, 2009 at 10:11pm —
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we each are like a sketchbook, where those that have gone before us write-in what & who we're supposed to be...the script and the rules of 'the game' - the same rules that were passed onto them by those who have gone before them.
so the world is never-changing. we are accepting the unacceptable -and so it cycles. different stories, same shit.
shame.
we're living a li(F)e.
When we dare to erase all that input and wipe the book blank - we realize that we are actually creator, director.
no…
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Added by Bella B. on August 22, 2009 at 9:00pm —
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Here are
practical support and assistance videos and material I suggest you go through.
Within this - walk simply in every moment here - don't be hard on yourself or accept or allow yourself to be 'caught up in the overwhelmingness' of what you see/experience exist within you - otherwise, you'll only compound it even further, because if you accept/allow yourself to react to/towards what you see/experience within you = you are within th…
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Added by Bella B. on August 5, 2009 at 10:40am —
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The System claims `equal opportunity´ when Equality is not lived in fact.
The Design of ´equal opportunity´ keeps people grateful to the System, keeps people preoccupied in hoping for something more. At the same time, a Hierarchy is presented within and as the System, as a ´Higher-Key´ for the people to wish/want/desire to get access to - because they believe they have ´equal opportunity´ and that everyone can ´reach´ the ´Higher-Key´ and `ascend on the Hierarchy´.
That´s why Races were create…
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Added by Bella B. on July 14, 2009 at 11:33pm —
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In this exercise, we can give ourselves the opportunity to look at our `Multiple Personality Disorder´.
An exercise to exorcise the Multiple Demons/de-mans, wherein we are not Equal and one as Self - not the same always.
A Disorder implies that the Integrity of Self Here is `out of order´.
So we can look at Who we are within different aspects/situations of practical living, taking into consideration that WHO WE ARE IS WHAT WE DO:
Who we are with the System, Who we are at Home, Who we are with…
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Added by Bella B. on June 22, 2009 at 10:24pm —
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When I look at my life I see that I have only been able to be self-honest and direct with very few people which I considered `special´ to me - `special friends´.
I had not known of Self-trust - and thus I had `experienced´ trust as something separate from me, something that is only in relation to another. I had not known of Self-expression - and thus I had `experienced´ expression only in relation to another.
By doing so, Self-trust did not exist, Self-expression did not exist as me. Trust and…
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Added by Bella B. on June 22, 2009 at 10:19pm —
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When ´choice´ is lived as who I am, it is no longer ´choice´.
Thus one can say,
no choice exist, there exist only direction: either one directs, or one is directed.
Of course Life will allow no-one to direct, unless one stands as all as one as equal as Life.
In this Life IS the directive Principle as Equality and Oneness - the Law of Existence.
From this reveals:
Self-Direction is only possible within and as Self-Honesty.
It has been said that the only real, actual
Choice…
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Added by Bella B. on June 5, 2009 at 7:03pm —
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I grew up thinking “Money doesn’t Matter” and I really deliberately made myself believe it, I wanted to believe this so much. How can Money matter, it´s not fair, Life is what matters! That is what I saw as a child and so I created this belief, not being able to see how Money rules the world and what Money actually stands for.
Or: actually it was seeing how Money does rule the world and separating myself from this Reality, not seeing a way to change it.
My belief that "Money doesn´t Matter" wa…
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Added by Bella B. on June 4, 2009 at 10:48am —
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A Feeling of Having a Purpose in Life....
Just as one use ´God´ as the point that ´moves´ one - wherein ´God´ is placed as the ´Purpose of life´ - the Purpose being to serve and please God and worship God who is out there somewhere (let´s skip for a moment the part that the HOW to ´serve god´ is different for each, determined according to one´s conditioned ´morality´/´values´) -
exactly the same with anything and everything else: ´Love´, Pets, Money - anything that is used as ´Purpose´ is con…
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Added by Bella B. on May 19, 2009 at 10:02pm —
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the concept of ´freedom of speech´ is ´quite a hill to climb´ and can indeed be described as climbing a hill - whereby within this race it´s all about who will climb ´higher´, ´faster´, ´better´ -who will be more ´important´, who will have most followers and will be admired/worshipped most, who will have the highest ´self esteem´ in the eyes of other -in other words: who will manage best to promote self and give the best ´logic´ that justifies self as what self thinks and how self lives.
then w…
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Added by Bella B. on May 10, 2009 at 5:13pm —
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IN SPITE OF LIFE
(or: ARE WE HUMANS STUPID?)
it seems that us humans are not only spiteful but also stupid.
i have observed an interesting cycle:
day and night and how i experience myself.
night comes, spite/spitefulness ´subsides´ and i feel i can let go, be creative, work, relax.
day comes, i get anxious, spite/spitefulness ´comes in´ and i am ´preoccupied´in my mind.
i am sure everyone has experienced nights where you just wanna go to bed, you´ve had enough, it´s like ´i want to sleep and…
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Added by Bella B. on May 10, 2009 at 4:32pm —
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we, human beings, are looking for proof in life (this in itself is ridiculous but let´s skip this point for a moment).
if we don´t find proof for let´s say ´god´ then we will find ´proof´ in science or create our own theories that ´prove´(i.e. justify) our existence. within this mindf*ck each is ´god´.
spitefulness as a point to look at was opened up on the desteni forum in relation to different aspects of participation in what we call life. as i observed myself, i was ´delighted´ with what i…
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Added by Bella B. on May 10, 2009 at 4:28pm —
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