I forgive myself...

[Cvetanova]

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself live within sociaty's boundary and accept it as the only possible place to live in.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be frightened of the emptiness, developed for the last 8 years inside.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself suffering from this emptiness ,insted to be happy I managed not to replace the peace within me with some usesless desires.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not to see the whole 'picture' of my life, but focus on some small pieces.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself
having a desire to find the purpose of life.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try to make a balance of what is inside and what is outside, wich itselfs brought me a great suffer.